These remarks constituted the keynote lecture at the 3rd Annual Ikeda Forum, September 30, 2006, called “Emerson and the Power of Imagination.” Dr. Wider is Professor of English and Women’s Studies, Colgate University and former president of the Ralph Waldo Emerson Society.
Sarah Wider Keynote
Listening. Waiting. I am wonderfully and unhurriedly waiting. I stare off into the distance. Down the track. Listening. Imagining. For once I have time, given this precious gift by a student who shared her imagination with me. There I was, trapped in a day without time, when suddenly she opened time for me. At that moment, imagination returned to wait with me. In all honesty, I hadn’t seen my imagination for a while. It had gone into hiding, and I can’t say I blame it. Inhospitable climate. I’d have gone along with it, if I could, but one of us had to stay behind. It would have been better had I left my imagination in charge.
So there we were, waiting by the tracks. Waiting for a train to come. It would arrive some time. We weren’t in a particular hurry. At least not now. Emerson showed up. I thought he would. I was sure he would have something to say, waiting for the same train of thought, an on-time arrival whenever it came. We didn’t need to rush. Though I was sorry there wasn’t a station. I’d like to get back here again, and I wasn’t certain I’d be able to find my way now that I was traveling again, thanks to my student’s encouraging words, this quiet young woman, her generosity present with me as I puzzled over the many recent days in which imagination has gone hungry, gone wanting, been kicked out of our homes, our lives, our hearts.
Look around. Speaking about young people, Emerson comments, “If we can touch the imagination, we serve them”… not if we touch “their” imagination, but if we touch “the” imagination. He doesn’t make the imagination some small, limited thing. It is larger than any single individual. It encompasses us all, from the child born today in Baghdad, and yes, we must imagine the reality—children continuing to be born in Baghdad — to the person dying even this moment in that very city, to the student studying for mid-terms to the person wondering if they can stay in this country. Without imagination, there is no understanding. Without imagination, I am tempted to say, there is nothing. But with it… there is, well, quite simply there is every possibility we can imagine. And more. Such is its power. Such is its potential. Such is its energy.
Listen to imagination speak its mind and its heart around the table. I wish we could switch languages at this moment, though my knowledge is so small, and yet the little I know from those who have been so patient with me as I ask and ask again, delighted with what I have begun to understand from Japanese… I have learned that were I speaking in Japanese I could say heart and mind with one word, that I could speak to you about imagination and it would presuppose a collaborative venture, a seeing or visioning with the heart together. Imagine people present with and to each other. Real conversation. The words sounding and resounding. A grand musical instrument in which we all form a part. Musical conversing at home around the kitchen table.
If we want to make imagination feel at home, generosity shows us the way. How else can imagination thrive but in the place where welcoming comes first and where judgment feels no need to speak. Finally feels no need to be. Open hearted, open handed, open minded, equivalent to the expansiveness Emerson promises his listeners when they come into the “wide country” and can “see the world” and not their own pinched narrowness. When Emerson talks about generosity, he connects it with a large understanding. If we are generous, we see well beyond ourselves and our individual limitations. We are generous of “sentiment,” of “mind,” of “affection,” of “intellect,” of “sympathy.” It may well be the primary catalyst for the imagination.
I imagine generosity as a fundamental within human experience, not an overtone, not an accidental, but the note one strikes which all know and to which all respond. If we begin with generosity, we really don’t have to worry where we’ll end. We can welcome imagination home with open arms. If it looks a little peaked, pinched in the face, circles under the eyes, there’s bound to be stew on the stove and oven bread and plenty of space at the table. And if it’s looking a little piqued, curious, filled with thought, then it’s time for a good conversation, everyone included, time stretching out all around us and no one shutting the door. There is plenty of imagination to go around, and the time to go with it, for as Emerson remarked, “The imagination is not a talent of some men but is the health of every man.” To our health, we might say. To every one’s health.
And yet as we look at our children, as we look at ourselves, we find it difficult to say we are healthy. Increasingly, it would seem that the imagination is not touched within our schools. Increasingly the imagination is not touched within our daily lives.
Stop for a moment to think back through your days. Can you recall one of Emerson’s memorable days, a time as he described in his essay “Beauty” that “vibrated to some stroke of the imagination.” Or do you face the reality he found most likely for his audiences: we gorge on materials that cannot satisfy true hunger and fail to thrive because the very elements of life are denied to us. Like Emerson’s audiences, we are a harried, hassled group of divided individuals whose imaginations are either starved or bloated. Perhaps your days have felt more like that. Perhaps you don’t feel that far from the world Emerson described in the mid 1860s: “the prudential and economical tone of society starves the imagination.”
Listen carefully to the tone of our present society. See how the imagination is checked, cruelly distorted or starved by being fed a steady diet of fear. When I think about the United States government’s response to the violence on September 11, 2001, when I think about the United States government’s decision to invade Iraq, I want to ask, “Is that all you could imagine? Meeting violence with violence? Why that takes no imagination at all?” Our freedom is prostituted; those in power play on fear, play on sorrow, play indeed with our capacity for empathy and compassion by subverting it. We live within a horrific divide that chokes the self, stifling the compassion that allows “me” to identify with “you” and enables “you” to feel with and understand “me.” Instead, inconceivable pressure is placed upon “you,” upon “me” upon “us,” to divide what should be brought together. We are devastated within a no man’s land of “us” versus “them.” We are told, “You are with us or they will be against you”: the phrasing is certainly awkward, going against our natural impulse to sympathize largely, to feel for and identify with our fellow human beings, for we are all fellow human beings. Many of the leaders currently in power lead us astray, or as President Bush said a few weeks ago, “We face an enemy determined to bring death and suffering into our homes.” I grieve to think how much truer that is for so many Iraqis who have suffered the loss of their family members, who have no homes because those homes have been destroyed by the war that the United States began.
Goaded to imagine the worst, we had better put our imagination to work in a different direction. It is not unimaginable. There are models readily available. I think of the words from Daisaku Ikeda’s poem “Fighting for Peace”:
Where life is cherished
there peace is found
where people are united
in the richness of their hearts
there peace exists
as a tangible reality
I shared those words with students in my Emerson/Thoreau seminar on September 11 of this year, a day in which we also discussed Emerson’s essay “Politics” and Thoreau’s essay on civil disobedience. Students spoke to the power of asserting and affirming peace as a tangible reality. Now. We all know the daily violence that arises from the failed imaginations of those in power, causing deaths upon deaths upon deaths, so many people’s lives ignored — I might say unimagined — while a few remain in places of enormous privilege and continue to live as if the world is theirs to consume. We can’t let ourselves off either. We’re in this too. Our imaginations have failed all too often.
The clock ticks. Business as usual. Another deadline looms. I cringe as I think of that word. Deadline. It’s a sorry word, no two ways about that. What does that word mean to you today? Have you just missed one? Is one facing you, tripping you, that line drawn in the sand? Emerson was not a person of the line. As many of you know, he preferred circles and wrote a marvelous essay of that title. In “Uriel,” a poem written after his strongly and imaginatively unsettling words at the Harvard Divinity School in 1838, he reminded his readers:
Line in nature is not found
Unit and universe are round
In vain produced, all rays return
Evil will Bless, and ice will burn
For some, these words affirm a long tradition of intricate relations. There is no news in what Uriel says, simply another resonant voice in the chorus of interconnectedness. But for those living within a world that manages mostly through one-way streets, it may be hard to imagine a world in which such powerful transformations occur. When you’re living in a one-way, my-way-or-no-way world, you really don’t want that way to return. You don’t want what you send out to come back to you. That, in all honesty, would be starkly frightening. Put one foot in front of the other and don’t look back. In the world of this kind of deadline, there is always an enemy.
When I heard President Bush’s speech from the most recent September 11, I wondered if he could imagine how the words he used to describe “the enemy” — his phrase — were words that could as readily describe the United States. I only had to change one word. I will, sorrowfully, read those sentences. They are difficult to read; they poison the air, but poisons can be turned into medicines, perhaps even such poison as this. Here is what President Bush said with one word changed. I am sure you will easily hear which word I had to substitute for Islam: “Since the horror of 9/11 we’ve learned a great deal about the enemy. We have learned that they are evil and kill without mercy — but not without purpose. We have learned they form a global network of extremists who are driven by a perverted vision of democracy — a totalitarian ideology that hates freedom, rejects tolerance, and despises all dissent.” I have no doubt that President Bush would be appalled to think that any of this applies to his United States. But his United States is not the place many call home. Talk to people in the gay community of this country. Talk to those whose skin color does not resemble his and whose economic background bears no resemblance whatsoever to the world he has known. Talk to women who understand their lives differently from what a male-dominated society dictates… I am not even going to have to bring fundamentalism into this.
Think about the at least 62,000 people dead because of this war. There are probably more but our government cannot count the lives it has taken, though it must be called to account for those lives at some point in time or perhaps in eternity. We have surely killed without mercy? War is merciless. Are we not intimately connected with those deaths even if we did not explode the bombs? Certainly we have created a network of extremists by acting outside the law, going against the United Nations, and indeed stifling dissent in our own country not to mention holding prisoners without charges for years on end. I am still trying to wrap my mind around how simulated drowning is not torture, how holding a person naked and shackled and exposing that person to extremes of heat and cold is not torture. And so when I changed the phrase, “a perverted vision of Islam” to “a perverted vision of democracy,” it seemed to fit. What has happened to democracy in the United States? Can we still imagine it? Did we ever imagine it? Or have we been too much like the society Emerson described in his 1840s essay “Politics”: “Vain of our political institutions… ostentatiously prefer[ring] them,” unwilling to acknowledge the “practical defects” that plague our government just as they plague every government.
Dead. Lines. Whose lines are we standing in? And if we are in line, what are we doing? That is Uriel’s message. There are no lines in this interconnected world of ours. Every line drawn is truly dead, truly a dead line. We are fundamentally all in this together. Are we seeing the dead? No, still not, not in the news that keeps those deaths from us. We only hear numbers most of the time. We must continue to imagine those lives, just as every day I am still imagining the little girl who died in al-Zarqawi’s so-called “safe house” the day one of the most wanted terrorists was killed. The news reports gave no name, just a guess at her age, somewhere between 5 and 7, just the ages of Amber and Melody, the daughters of a good friend of mine. I think of her, this child who died on my birthday, who never had a chance to become a strong woman as I trust Amber and Melody will become strong women, knowing their mom and their grandma and their auntie. “Where our hearts are strong, we will go on,” Sandra, their mother said to me one time, not long ago, a time when things were a little rough for us both. I’ve seen her daughter dance the whole day for Corn dance, young in years but strong and growing stronger. We need her to grow into a strong woman of this world. We needed that little girl who died on June 7 to grow into a strong woman as well.
There are so many dead these days. For so many, in so many parts of this world, the lines of the dead, the dead lines ask that those of us cherishing life, wherever we may be, to imagine their lives, to realize their deaths, to walk forward in shared commitment to another way of being and of being together, in this world. Where our hearts are strong:
we must stand
we must stand for peace
in peace
with peace
My students ask me how we can create a peace culture. It is almost as if they cannot imagine it. I am reminded of the Aristophanes play about Peace. She has been imprisoned, and when she is finally freed, no one knows how to welcome her home. The children are willing, but every song they know speaks the language of war. The merchants complain because their businesses languish: how will they make a living now that war is over? They have nothing to fall back on. And so it goes. They cannot return to the old ways because peace is not even a memory for them. They have to imagine it anew. They have to create. As the story unfolds, one good man with imagination and hope enables them to create songs they could not remember and to rebuild the community they did not have.
Even though I took classical Greek in college, we did not translate this play. We read Thucydides The History of the Peloponnesian War. I know this story thanks to my Emerson and Thoreau professors from college. When my daughter was three years old, they gave her this Greek play in a children’s adaptation. She fell in love with it, particularly because it suggested that you too could put on your own play in your own home, no Greek temple required, and put on plays we did. Since we were a small family with two adults and one child, and many stuffed animals, the stuffed animals played all the parts, with my daughter’s imaginative direction. She, or perhaps I should say they, performed that play. I was the audience. My husband was the technical crew. My daughter grew up playing peace. It was easy. It only took one thoughtful gift, one good old story, and we were ready to participate.
You can then imagine my daughter’s dismay when she entered kindergarten and found out what other children played. About the third day of kindergarten I asked her how everything was going. Casually, as a modern mother does. Oh, she liked “everything,” she told me. Casually, as a modern child responds. We looked at each other knowing there was more. Well, she continued, she liked everything, except recess. Now this floored me. Here was my daughter telling me she did not like recess, the one time in the day when she had the opportunity to play on the absolutely fabulous play structure that she had begged to go and play on every day of her pre-school life. What was up? Come to find out, there was a particular game that repeated every recess period. It was the boys’ game of choice. They called it “killing girls.” When I recently reminded my daughter of that time six years ago, she looked at me knowingly and said, “And then I got used to it.”
I continue to think about how we normalize war. The United States, of course, has never been a peaceful society. We have always been waging war somewhere in the world or in many places at home. We retain war language for other policies as well — the war on drugs, the war on poverty, and the now infamous war on terrorism. We have not often been encouraged to imagine different stories, different ways of thinking about how we might be in the world doing the hard work that needs to be done.